wonderful birthday.

happy birthday to me!

Allah selamatkan saya..

Allah selamatkan saya..

Allah selamatkan saya...

amin..:D

 i had a wonderful birthday this year.

1st time in my life celebrating birthday with new family members.

it was soo touching!

rasa terharu yg amat..

thanks for appreciating me that much!

i fall in lurve with them!

hope this kind of feeling would be last forever..

i dun want lost all of my beloved families.

i lurve them so much!

my birthday cake!thanks sponsor!

 

 

 

i got roses again!yeay!

owh i lurve this!

me n red roses..

i lurve red roses!

 

beautiful roses from a sweet person XD

 

Ya Allah, Engkau peliharalah hubungan silaturrahim antara kami..

Engkau peliharalah kami dari azab neraka mu..

Engkau jadikanlah aku anak yg solehah..anak yg terbaik untuk ibu bapaku..

Engkau jadikanlah aku isteri yg solehah kelak..isteri yg taat dan setia pada suami yg satu..

Amin ya Rabbalalamin....

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

60days.

tinggal 60 hari lagi.

owh terasa cepatnya masa berlalu.

Ya Allah,

Engkau permudahkanlah segala urusanku.

kuatkanlah hati kami dalam mengharungi segala rintangan mendatang.

sesungguhnya kami insan yang sangat lemah..

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

xsehat.:(

just came back from hometown.

sadly i bring along 'ketidaksihatan' ke sini.

2 hari kat kg yg sgtlah padat dengan xtvt sampai dilanda demam,selsema dan batuk..*sigh*

sgt penat ke sana dan ke mari menguruskan segala yg masih tak terurus..

most of things have settled..

but some still undone. 

for bunga telur and gifts, my sis said its better if i buy all those things after raya..

coz b4 raya ni sume barang pon naek harga..

urm i think she's right!

so after raya lah, i settle semua2 tu..

coz i get 1 week leave for raya..yeay!

footnote:still dalam mood 'berkampung'.xde mood lg nak keje.

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

be positive.

kenapa semasa dialam pertunangan ni perasaan sangat mudah terusik?

sebab darah tengah manis ke?aiyoo ;p

alam pertunangan banyak rintangan.sungguh.
kadang-kadang perkara kecik pon buleh jadik besar.

semoga kami tabah dan kuat hadapi semua ujian dan dugaan yang datang.

i am always trying hard to be positive.

keep saying positive words to myself.

cause i know things happened for a reason.

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

kawen,kawen.

 "perkahwinan bukan sahaja menyatukan dua hati menjadi satu...ia adalah satu ikatan perjanjian yang termetrai diantara sang suami dan si isteri dalam melayari rukun rumah tangga.."

kadang-kadang saya terfikir, bersediakah saya untuk bergelar isteri kepada suami?rasa ilmu didada tentang dunia rumah tangga masih belum cukup..sangat cetek ilmu yang ada..atau senang kata masih jahil lagi bab2 kerukunan rumah tangga..masih banyak yang saya perlu belajar..demi menjaga sebuah perkahwinan tu, sangat penting sikap tolak ansur dan toleransi diantara suami dan isteri...mudah-mudahan kami dapat mengamalkan sikap itu nanti..doakan kami ye..:)

 footnote:rasa semakin cuak.XD

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

pelamin.

since my mom didn't give permission for me utk bersanding (none of my siblings disobey this order b4 this), so i won't disobey this as well.so i've decided to choose pelamin dalam bilik je n mini pelamin for akad nikah (cause akad nikah will be held at home).so done for pelamin!pelamin bilik+mini pelamin+meja makan beradab cost me around rm2k++..is it worth?tak tau laa kan cause i never married b4 this.haha.

eh lupa!my wed theme is purple+white ok!those color are not my fav color act.

i prefer red+white compare to the other colors, but since my sis had chosen that color for her wed last time, so i urged myself to pilih color lain.hehe.

purple and white.ok wut?XD

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

xtvt weekend.

weekend ni im going home..yeay!

after roughly 2weeks tak balik umah.

1st time balik umah since puasa n today dah pon 13th of fasting day.

dah 2 minggu puasa baru nak balik..teruk kan?huhu but i kinda miss home soooo much!

there are several things i have to settle down when i'm at home, let me list them up okie!

• go n pay the deposit to the OP (30% from the net price, around rm300 i guess..owh melayang duit!sob3)
• need to buy the 'hantarans' for me..handbag, shoe,watch..wowowo duit lg!
• go to Rantau Panjang coz i want to had a survey for goodies. RP is the most suitable place i think as we can negotiate the price with the sellers.
• take photos for borang nikah..(this part sgt memeningkan kepala..uhhh xsuke!)
• what else??owh, bunga telur have not settle yet!if sempat i go n buy them lah!

oklah, that's all for now. i will update again soon.

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

shopping!

just came back from kl yesterday.

we managed to drop by at Megamall at kuantan.

yes, we did some shopping for our wed.

en tunang hv settled all his hantaran.

so dah rasa lega sikit.

mine??not finish yet.

i just bought one perfume yesterday.

i dun really worried bout my hantaran.

coz i can buy all those things wheneva i go home.

owh why i went to kl?

to fulfill my future mother in law invitation.

acara bukak puasa beramai2 bersama family en tunang dan his atok & nenek.

hehe ;)

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

rasa macam..

tak nak kawen.

boleh x?

sigh.

6th Ramadhan.

no update from me.

lately i had lost the excitement of wed prep.

too much commitment which need my attention.

sigh~

footnote:kdg2 rs tak nak kawen.huk3

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

1st Ramadhan.

today is 1st Ramadan.

alhamdulillah dapat bersahur pg td.

xdelah capek sgt hari ni kan.

tapi kesian en tunang saya.

dia tak jaga sahur td.

sy dah cuba kejut byk kali, tapi dia tak dengar coz henset in silent mode.

alahaii siannya.

dah laa 1st sahur kat spital coz oncall.

tertido kepenatan sampai sahur pon miss.

kesian abg.

bertahan k?ujian bulan puasa tu..

owh semalam sy pegi klinik kesihatan hiliran kat Kt ni.

pegi settlekan ujian saringan HIV for bakal pengantin.

tapi tak pegi ngan en tunang pon coz dia keje dan tak dapat nak kuar sesuka hati mc sy.

so sy pegi laa ngan my officemate, kakhuda.

dia pon bride to be jugak..

so HIV test --> Done! :)

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

bunga cantek.

last nite i got 3 roses  and a piece of cake.

thanks so much en tunang.

u're so sweet ok!

i luv u so much!

the 3 roses [pink+red=cantek]

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

updates.

i was on leave last week, attending en tunang & my sister's convocation at usm penang.bring back memories during my study for master's degree.sgt rindu masa belajar dulu!serious ok!rindu bila tgk school sains fizik, tgk saujana yg tggi melangit.dan yg penting, bangunan sebelah RST yg dulu under construction dah siap, lawa!owh rindu!rindu!

eh dah2, come back to the track..here are some updates regarding my wed preparation.

• baju nikah dah settle, yup it's creamy-white color ok!sy pasrah..sob3..beli yg ready made je..just hantar jahit bead je..bagi nampak meriah sikit coz en tunang kata simple sgt..so baju nikah --> done!
• gift for members - lastly i decided to buy coin bag with songket.beg ni cantik n sweet sgt..my ma yg pilih ok..so gift 4 members --> done!
• gift for jiran tetangga???owh this one still in kiv list..but i would find sumthing shortly.kena pegi rantau panjang lagi..coz sana murah n the prices are negotiable.
• makanan for guess???this one pon still in kiv list.still duk pk lg ape nak bg kat guess.last time duk pkr nak bg kuih bangkit, but rs mcm nak tukar plak..aisey pening2 den..here are the suggested list:
• muffin
• bahulu
• kerepek
• or mybe combination of above.
• paper bag???yang ni pon xpasti lg..skejap rs xnak guna paper bag..tp takot berterabur laa pulak kan..adoiii pikir dan pikir lg...
• my pelamin - dah kompem booking ngan kakak ino.harga ok coz can be negotiated, for pelamin sy amik pelamin akad nikah, pelamin dalam bilik dan meja mkn beradap + arch dan baju 3 persalinan.harga dia less than rm1900.ok x?ok laa kot kan..so for pelamin --> done!

oklah, that's all for now.owh lupa, sy kecewa mlm ni.en tunang mungkir janji.dia kata nak kua dinner sama mlm ni.tp at last dia cancel kan.dia kena ganti member on call.member dia lg penting laa kan?huu..patot sy maafkan tak???;p

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥

gift,gift,gift~

just now i went to pasar borong dekat pulau kambing.looking for candies for kid's gift.luckily they have the things that i looked for.the candies per pack is about rm6 which contain 40 pcs inside it. so if i want 100 pcs, i need to spend around less than rm20.so jimatlah kan?ok, kid's gift is done!when the right time has come, i just go and buy je lah.nak beli awal2 kan takot candies tu rosak plak.i keep them aside 1st lah.

today,for the whole day i keep searching and 'google'ing gift which is worth-it for guess and special guess.i was thinking of having a little cute gift box nicely wrapped.i found one supplier who supply wedding gift in the north.the price offered is quite reasonable lar.i think if i had no other choice, or if i could not find any other gift which is gud as his offered, i will consider his gift eventhough its far away from me.alaa..pos kan ada..hehe

and i'm planning for additional gift such as kipas yg cute or bakul yg comel, but its depend on budget lar.urmmm pening jugak kan nak cari gift ni?aduhaiii..sakit pale rupanye nak kawen ni..:'(

♥ we are bride&groom to be ♥