Tuesday, July 5, 2011

apabila benci jadi sayang.

warning: ini entry panjang&bosan.tak larat ngan baca.heh.


apekemenda yg benci jadik sayang tuh?cam jiwang lar plak kan..hAha..
since bulan mei, jun & july ni..bulan penuh kenangan or momento2 manis.. (cewahh!)
tetiba hari ni gedix je nak share how do we start..how do we know each other..cer teka?cer teka?


alaaa tengok tajuk pon dah buleh teka kan...hikhikhik (gelak tersipu2 malu sambil tutup mulot ngan tangan..wakaka!)
we met up each other in May 2005 during seminar organized by our school..(bukan sekolah ye..tp pusat pengajian..hahA)
masa tu we never knew each other..i tak pernah kenal or tengok dia..dia pon sama..lagipon i freshie lagi time tu..baru abes 1st year kot time tu..mana laar nak kenal senior2 ni..(pompuan2 je i layan..senior lelaki i xlayan okei..skema dek!)
masa mula2 tengok dia..terdetik dalam hati..eee not my taste langsung!padahal bukannye dia nak kat i pon masa tu..hahA sesuka hati je kan...


during seminar tu..we were appointed as facilitator to conduct and facilitate a group of SPM students..kira i conduct group lain, dia conduct group lain..and setiap group macam bese lar kan..kena bentang nama kumpulan, motto, slogan , wutsoeva...nama kumpulan must based on nama animal yg unik2..yg my group choose nama "okapi"..masa tu terpikir apekemenda laa nama binatang deme pilih nih..aku yg fasi ni pon xpernah tahu!hahaa teruk tak?korang penah tahu tak???


pastu group dia plak pilih nama "platipus"..aku baru tau kewujudan binatang2 pelik nih..tak sia2 aku join seminar tuh!hahaa..okeh2, pastu entah macamana..group dia suka cari pasal ngan group aku...dia siap kutuk2 i lagi time tu..duk panggil i okapi..cess!(i rasa maybe sbb okapi tu binatang yg hodoh kot..hoitt!)
kalo jumpa je asyik gaduh..duk kutuk mengutuk!dia panggil i okapi, i panggil dia platipus!last2 i naek menyampah ngan dia..ee menci den!


dah abis program tu..still lagi gaduh..pantang jumpa je..mesti nak menjerit2 panggil platipus!okapi!(haihh..macam kanak2 laa kan?eh, tp mmg kanak2 pon time tu..hahahA)
tak lama pastu..i got a msg from unknown number..gaduh2 and last2 kantoi tu no tepon dia..hahA strategy lar konon!


pastu sambung lagi gaduh..gaduh through sms lar plak!setahun asyik gaduh2..last2 on his birthday....(ehem2)
he said he wanted to celebrate the day with me...haih, cam pelik pulak?dapat ku hidu bau2 harum di situ..wakaka..terkantoilah semuanya!


i took about 3weeks okei to think and think about it..and lastly my answer is yes!!(gatai kan i?hahA)
actually at the 1st time, half of my heart say yes, but the other half say no..i keep persuading myself, i said why dun i just give him a chance..mana tahu dia ikhlas..
and i told to him..i want a relationship with an ending..not just for fun..and i told him once again, we just give a try to our self to know each other..if we think we doesn't suit or can't get together..just let it go...



and alhamdulillah...dengan izin Allah..kami masih bertahan sampai sekarang..lagi kuat perasaan kasih sayang tu..semoga perasaan itu kekal selamanya..amin


moral of the story: jangan asyik benci orang..jangan suka menyampah ngan orang..kang jatuh hati kang..baru tau!haHa




dear hubby, 
you're the best ever partner in my life.
the sweetest thing ever is when i have u by my side..
hold my hand and hug me tight!

u know me well. ur instinct r always rite. so sweet of u :)



footnote: my husband kata i wa so lelaki masa seminar tu.. macam tomboi aka pompuan ganas..ceitt! baru ku tahu..hehh


♥ we are in lurve ♥

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